Updates

A year has gone by and there have been many changes in my little family. Alexis will be turning 2 in a few short weeks. After a brief ordeal with fears that she was unable to walk, she proved us wrong and began to walk on her own sweet time. SJ is growing like a weed, but unfortunately it appears he will be short like his mom. Lexi is almost 2 years younger, but only an inch shorter. Poor little guy. Josh and I have both obtained new positions at different companies; moving up the corporate ladder if you will. We both are extremely happy and words can not describe our joy when we look at our little family. I do however have the occasional cry on the what could have been. From my previous post, you see that I should have had a 1 year old, 2 year old, and 4 year old by now. Had my second angel been born in July, I would have had a seven month old. I truly hope that one day I will see my little angels and in the meantime pray that the Lord would sit them on his knee and tell them about their mother.

In the past year, I have tried my best to remember my lost babies and pay tribute to them the best I can. In October, I attended a walk in rememberance of Oct. 15th rememberance day. I heard about the event from http://www.october15th.com/. The organizer, Tara Breaux, is a wonderful lady who lost her daughter in February 2010. She was so creative on the different ways to remember our babies and to take the steps they never had the chance to. I was blessed to have my sister, mother, and best friend to come along and support me during the walk.