On May 13, 2011, we found out we were pregnant with our fifth baby. As much as I tried, I could not keep my excitement at bay. Josh was so excited. Tests results revealed I was approximately 7 weeks along. As with my other babies, I dreamed of my baby. I saw him clear as day. A curly, blond hair, green eyed boy running in the back yard with my other children, even the ones I lost. I knew we would call him Matthew Shawn.
As the days progressed, I began to cramp and knew in my heart it was not meant to be. At a late night meeting on May 18, 2011, I began to cramp and bleed. By the following morning, Josh decided it was time to bring me to the hospital where the ER confirmed my worst fears.
Monday, October 10, 2011
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